I'm 40 years old and just lost my full time job 2 weeks ago

2021.12.04 11:20 ElegantDecline I'm 40 years old and just lost my full time job 2 weeks ago

I've been applying to a lot of places. about 100+ so far, and only one interview came through. The interviewer was this military-looking clean shaven tall blue eyed buzz cut type.
I got this sick feeling inside of me when I saw him. He reminded me of a previous boss I had who loved to call me a "hippy" in front of other people, eventhough nothing about me is hippy-ish. Apparently being an autistic guy and struggling to survive and making friends, means being a happy somehow.
I just answered his questions, looked away half the time, and couldn't wait to get the fuck out of there. I drove off and went home and sat in my bedroom for the rest of the day.
Something has changed inside of me over the past couple years. I don't know what it is. But it feels better to fantasize about fucking my life up than it is thinking about getting another job.
I very well understand that this will be the end of the road for me if i dont get another job soon. i wont be able to afford food or my rent. i will become homeless. no way i'll survive long homeless.
Yet it's all I can think about. When I think about one of these jobs accepting to hire me, it give me a very sick feeling in my guts. I don't want to be anyone's bitch anymore. I don't want to be anyone's slave anymore. I don't want to spend the little time i have left on this earth (Considering aspie life expectancy) following some NT's orders. an NT who treats me less-than and uses me any way he can to make money. My lack of social skills means i will always be looked at as a work-cruncher. as a non-human.
that's not what i want my life to be about.
The alternative is the end. Non-existence. It should scare me and motivate me to work harder to find a job, but it doesn't.
How do you guys keep on going? What do you tell yourselves? Is there any alternative for me i did not think of yet? is there any way for me to get out of this trap i'm stuck in?
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2021.12.04 11:20 ambitiouslemur Didnt get a map for burying my own treasure

sought out and buried 10 gunpowder crates for the commendation/title. buried them but didnt get a map? didnt have a map bundle either. wanted to post it to the quest board but now I cant?
anyone else gotten this/is it a feature and i needed to bury like 1 actual treasure amongst the gunpowder?
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2021.12.04 11:20 Disastrous_Basis_342 Considering moving family to Italy from the U.S as me and my wife are remote workers (2 children, 2 adults)

Over the past year me and my wife have been strongly considering moving to Italy from the U.S, we're both remote workers and make an annual income of around $115,000. Are oldest child is homeschooled, and our youngest is still in diapers so we have schooling already taken care of.
Our primary issue now is figuring out if there is a median annual salary requirement to actually be accepted...I know that's probably a really basic question, but for the life of me, I can not find any information on it..
We already have the funds to get a rental, hire an immigration lawyer, relocate, and live comfortably for 5 - 6 months (if we were not working) so I assume we would meet any financial requirements, but I'm not 100%
I would love some advice, or insight from fellow U.S citizens that have moved to Italy either as a permanent resident or even just for 2 - 3 year stays.
Thanks in advance!
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2021.12.04 11:20 Salmonhustler Uk England , anyone know what it is?

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2021.12.04 11:20 Esquef LS AMA news?

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Did it get cancelled?
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2021.12.04 11:20 mauro-lp Wages versus cost of living in your country

I recently saw a post about a guy working in a 3rd world country and it inspired me to make this post.
How much do you guys need to have a decent life in your country? And what's the avarage salary??
For example, here in Argentina you might make a living in some citys with ~$200 a month but a huge amount of people gets less than ~$100. In my city rent is around $100, while in Buenos Aires it's over $200 easily. We also live with a rampant inflation and really high unemployment rates, so it gets really difficult to get any kind of job, even the crappy ones.
The good thing is that we have public health system (not the best, but still, it saved my ass when I needed it), public schools and colleges. So if your parents can afford to mantain you after high school you might be able to get a college degree.
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2021.12.04 11:20 PlurpleCacti My mom's abusive and I'm pregnant I need to get out help

My husband and I had moved 1200 miles away from home last year and ended up having to move on a moments notice when our roommate tried to sexually assault me. My mom insisted we stay with her until we get back on our feet and insisted we don't have to pay rent to her. We stupidly agreed. A week after moving back we found out we're pregnant with our rainbow baby after having lost our first pregnancy in 2019. Then I got diagnosed as a high risk pregnancy which makes working and saving money really hard for me. Things went well for about the first month then my mom started being very emotionally abusive towards me. She calls me a bitch, says that she hopes our child is taken away from us and that we don't deserve him. She says when she was pregnant she was shopping for baby stuff every single day. She pushes me to the point of sobbing then tells me I'm going to kill my baby if I don't quit. I need to get out, I'm scared for the safety of my child and I can't cope with this anymore. My husband works 70+ hours a week and has been paying all of our bills, I'm still searching for at home jobs where I can try to save money. It's so fucking hard, especially when the housing market here is absolutely ridiculous. A 1br-1ba is $1500 a month without utilities and we don't have enough money saved for a down payment on a home at this time. I just don't know what to do and I feel so stuck.
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2021.12.04 11:20 LordsOfSOL [HIRING] Rust developer needed for Solana NFT/blockchain project

COMPANY: Lords of Sol / Discord Link / Website TBD
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2021.12.04 11:20 Rude_Advance3747 Historical perspective

I am not a bitcoin holder but thinking how much I should invest (lot or little). Thinking about bitcoin in the context of altcoins (ETH and so on) raises a question for me and I hope you can help me out.
So the great inventions of the industrial revolution (steam engine, cotton spinning, coal smelting) all underwent serious modifications and reworks before they were actually useful. For example, the first steam engine was built by Denis Papin in the 1600s, the second was Newcomen’s in the early 1700s, but still it required modifications before it was efficient enough to be widespread and good. Same goes for cotton spinning machines and coal smelting (see Allen, Industrial Revolution in a Global Perspective for a fantastic tour around this).
It seems that historically speaking, being the first invention means “not good enough”. This suspiciously chimes with bitcoin’s energy consumption (I know I know, still less than the dollar’s consumption, but waay more than alternative coins) and lots of other shortcomings (see: https://medium.com/logos-network/why-proof-of-work-is-not-viable-in-the-long-term-dd96d2775e99).
Given this and that others are already saying that the success will be replaced by etherum, could you help me understand why in this case, the first is the best? Sounds like saying that “Ill throw 10/10 hoops on the first try without ever having touched a basketball”.
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2021.12.04 11:20 MikalCaober The tree Norway gifted to the UK this year.

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